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A cup of tea across my laptop, hi there! I wanna tell you my story here :3

John Mayer - Say What You Need to Say

I've started everything all over again. Travelling through every memories around the city. I let my adventurous instinct to lead me wherever it wants. It's like memories tour. I went from campus this afternoon with my best friend, we rid our scootermatic together. Have some simple chit chat we haven't had yet. I feel so miss it. Everything is like happened a very long time ago.

I crossed the same road that I've crossed everyday in the past. The "156 Traffic Light", you have to waiting before green in 156 seconds. I went straight, in the left side of the street I crossed kopitiam and Takigawa. Than I turned right, right before Maera Kaca Hotel. That was Ragil's ex-rent house. I've done so many things there.

I also met Amaris Hotel, 'So this is Amaris Hotel' because I never know the exact location of it. No longer I met Pop Hotel, 'okay, here we are'. I kept flowing the road, and headed to Malioboro. I met 'the most complicated road' in this city, 'Here, I ever sold flowers'. When I was in Malioboro street, I felt the memories just came up randomly. I remembered in that library on the right side of the street, I've ever felt so 'almost dying' by the batch of old newspapers. I remembered how I was crossing this street alone. That Mall, where I was visiting Periplus for numerous times. That Ibis, where I was starting my journey with my best friend. 

The most memorable moment in this street is the green bench on the left side of the street. I was there last year, alone. Watched the cars, Delmans, people, Pedicabs, bikes, motorcycles, and everything which was crossing me. I was just travelling along the Malioboro street. I sat there because I was waiting for my friend to pick me up home. On that green bench, I was thinking about everything in my life. I felt so grateful about everything that I have that time, because I was almost have nothing to beg. Everything was fulfilled. But, one thing left, I wished 'God, I want love in my life, the real one'.

This afternoon I didn't see the green bench or even sat on it. But, I was the same person as I was on the green bench. I felt all of those feels again. Alive and alone. But, I also can felt it in my soul, love. The love I've begged was already here. Now, I understand. It's not about having someone, it's about having the feeling itself.

Many things changed. I'm so ready for the next mission.